Gloomy Christmas/ C'Mon C'Mon C'Mon

To have and to hold.

I got
a new dress
and a new sweater
a new necklace
and a new nail polish.
I hold
one phone
that rings and rings and rings and rings
and I have no idea why.
I have a small liquid plan,
a big aspiration
and two broken shoes.
I have a little Christmas wish
a huge New Years dream,
and plans for a houseparty.
Don't got much in the sense of
leaves and lives and gifts
and single portions.
Got lots in the sense of
bad dreams
and bad deja vus
and bad karma
which I am always trying to shake off.